Sunday, October 26, 2008 | 11:05 PM
okay,
few days been preettttty deadly.
been doing quite alot of thinking.
even dreamt of it.
damn.
anyways,
i noticed how it's you that suffers most when i screw up.
this i would like to apologize for.
and thanks for standing by me through it all.
through the countless times i felt like letting it all go.
you've got no idea how thankful i am i met you.
i doubt i'd be here now if it aint for you.
you're the best i swear.
i know it's hard for you too.
but i was just opening up to you.
and thanks for understanding.
i really owe you alot.
i really couldn't have pulled through if it weren't for those words of yours.
thanks for everything, my love.
farahin, i love you.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 | 10:02 PM
gahh.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 | 5:00 PM
whats this i feel?
fuck.
the happenings and stuff i saw in the past week,
it only makes things worst.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 | 9:00 PM
Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing
I take what I want
take what I need
they say it's wrong, but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me
[Chorus]
And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same
Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care
And no one in this industry
understands the life I lead
when I sing about my past
it's not a gimmick, not an act
These critics, and these trust fund kids
try to tell me what punk is
but when I see them on the street they got nothing to say
[Chorus]
And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same
Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care
I don't care...
and now I don't care
I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
that I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care. I don't care. I don't care
Monday, October 13, 2008 | 8:23 PM
i'm at a loss for words now.
idk what to think already.
leave it to rest.
i won't let this build up inside of me.
now i remember.
till then,
love you plenty.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 | 10:41 PM
ahh,
fyes are behind us all.
hariraya didn't feel like it should.
don't ask why.
been feeling damn screwed recently too.
at least i've got pokemon for company.
:D
this is gonna be short.
skype is being a total bitch.
no, the laptop.
till then,
we're four days away from an awesomerific five.
love you plenty.
